After some thought about how to wrap this up, it occured to me that no matter what I really put up here,--it wouldn't please everyone, which is so often--which may or may not be the public opinion--my intention.

People that wish to (If any even exist) view me as calloused, cold, a bitch etc, are going to do so, no matter how I choose to postpone my keeping an online diary.  But even so, there are probably some people (Optimistically, more people than I suppose view me in a more 'negative light') who would at least like to know why I haven't updated in so long.

In short, I just don't want to keep a blog anymore--for lots of different reasons that may, or may not be assumed.  And, that's alright, I don't mind about that too much--kind of goes in hand with what I said in the previous paragraph.  But truthfully, I just don't want to keep one anymore.  I don't have a lot of time to, and I think it comes in between me and actually reaching out to tell people how I am feeling.  Also, I just don't like when unhappy events arise over something as silly as a blog.  I'd like to try my hand at telling my friends my problems, instead of a small peice of web.

So, at least for now, I'm going to file these entries away and try something new.  I will probably come back to one of these things eventually, and I hope to find it all the more engaging.

All My Love,

Lacey